Currently struggling* Before the pandemic hits, life dealt me series of massive blows and piling up till where I'm now. It seems all hope is lost and I want to claw my way back to a peaceful, fulfilling and happy life but to no avail. I've been bearing it all for almost 5 years now and circumstances are weighing me down. 1. 2016 - 2017 [Failure in Studies] ; I was debarred from my university for not maintaining a good grade. 2. 2017 - 2018 [Exit Scam] ; I was involved in signature campaigns, pre-sales and bounties. One of my holdings went to the moon at the peak swing of Battle Net in 2017 and before the crash I was able to make money but sadly most of my holdings went to $0 when Battle Net started crashing down. Primarily, the founder of the token exited by selling his token through a backdoor access in Kucoin. My portfolio went from $600,000 to $0. 3. 2018 - 2019 [Death of a love one]; My son died. 7 months into pregnancy with regular and frequent check up (twice a week) and the doctors don't have any idea what caused his death since we are monitoring my wife's pregnancy with extreme caution yet a disaster struck. Puzzling and broken we press on. 4. 2019 - 2020 [Struggling for hope]; With the announcement of lockdown I felt too much trapped and cramped. During this 3-6 month period I wasn't able to be at ease. I felt anxious as the day progress. Even till now that even most shops are open and the public are encourage to take vaccine. The mentally stress it caused is a traumatic. I'm having panic attacks and suicidal tendencies. Yes, my wife sees me as a happy husband and my family thinks I got it all right but deep inside I'm barely holding on. Being anonymous is a good thing since I can share everything to you without a single hint judgement. Thank you for this thread.
Currently struggling* Before the pandemic hits, life dealt me series of massive blows and piling up till where I'm now. It seems all hope is lost and I want to claw my way back to a peaceful, fulfilling and happy life but to no avail. I've been bearing it all for almost 5 years now and circumstances are weighing me down. 1. 2016 - 2017 [Failure in Studies] ; I was debarred from my university for not maintaining a good grade. 2. 2017 - 2018 [Exit Scam] ; I was involved in signature campaigns, pre-sales and bounties. One of my holdings went to the moon at the peak swing of Battle Net in 2017 and before the crash I was able to make money but sadly most of my holdings went to $0 when Battle Net started crashing down. Primarily, the founder of the token exited by selling his token through a backdoor access in Kucoin. My portfolio went from $600,000 to $0. 3. 2018 - 2019 [Death of a love one]; My son died. 7 months into pregnancy with regular and frequent check up (twice a week) and the doctors don't have any idea what caused his death since we are monitoring my wife's pregnancy with extreme caution yet a disaster struck. Puzzling and broken we press on. 4. 2019 - 2020 [Struggling for hope]; With the announcement of lockdown I felt too much trapped and cramped. During this 3-6 month period I wasn't able to be at ease. I felt anxious as the day progress. Even till now that even most shops are open and the public are encourage to take vaccine. The mentally stress it caused is a traumatic. I'm having panic attacks and suicidal tendencies. Yes, my wife sees me as a happy husband and my family thinks I got it all right but deep inside I'm barely holding on. Being anonymous is a good thing since I can share everything to you without a single hint judgement. Thank you for this thread.

Currently struggling* Before the pandemic hits, life dealt me series of massive blows and piling up till where I'm now. It seems all hope is lost and I want to claw my way back to a peaceful, fulfilling and happy life but to no avail. I've been bearing it all for almost 5 years now and circumstances are weighing me down. 1. 2016 - 2017 [Failure in Studies] ; I was debarred from my university for not maintaining a good grade. 2. 2017 - 2018 [Exit Scam] ; I was involved in signature campaigns, pre-sales and bounties. One of my holdings went to the moon at the peak swing of Battle Net in 2017 and before the crash I was able to make money but sadly most of my holdings went to $0 when Battle Net started crashing down. Primarily, the founder of the token exited by selling his token through a backdoor access in Kucoin. My portfolio went from $600,000 to $0. 3. 2018 - 2019 [Death of a love one]; My son died. 7 months into pregnancy with regular and frequent check up (twice a week) and the doctors don't have any idea what caused his death since we are monitoring my wife's pregnancy with extreme caution yet a disaster struck. Puzzling and broken we press on. 4. 2019 - 2020 [Struggling for hope]; With the announcement of lockdown I felt too much trapped and cramped. During this 3-6 month period I wasn't able to be at ease. I felt anxious as the day progress. Even till now that even most shops are open and the public are encourage to take vaccine. The mentally stress it caused is a traumatic. I'm having panic attacks and suicidal tendencies. Yes, my wife sees me as a happy husband and my family thinks I got it all right but deep inside I'm barely holding on. Being anonymous is a good thing since I can share everything to you without a single hint judgement. Thank you for this thread.

Currently struggling* Before the pandemic hits, life dealt me series of massive blows and piling up till where I'm now. It seems all hope is lost and I want to claw my way back to a peaceful, fulfilling and happy life but to no avail. I've been bearing it all for almost 5 years now and circumstances are weighing me down. 1. 2016 - 2017 [Failure in Studies] ; I was debarred from my university for not maintaining a good grade. 2. 2017 - 2018 [Exit Scam] ; I was involved in signature campaigns, pre-sales and bounties. One of my holdings went to the moon at the peak swing of Battle Net in 2017 and before the crash I was able to make money but sadly most of my holdings went to $0 when Battle Net started crashing down. Primarily, the founder of the token exited by selling his token through a backdoor access in Kucoin. My portfolio went from $600,000 to $0. 3. 2018 - 2019 [Death of a love one]; My son died. 7 months into pregnancy with regular and frequent check up (twice a week) and the doctors don't have any idea what caused his death since we are monitoring my wife's pregnancy with extreme caution yet a disaster struck. Puzzling and broken we press on. 4. 2019 - 2020 [Struggling for hope]; With the announcement of lockdown I felt too much trapped and cramped. During this 3-6 month period I wasn't able to be at ease. I felt anxious as the day progress. Even till now that even most shops are open and the public are encourage to take vaccine. The mentally stress it caused is a traumatic. I'm having panic attacks and suicidal tendencies. Yes, my wife sees me as a happy husband and my family thinks I got it all right but deep inside I'm barely holding on. Being anonymous is a good thing since I can share everything to you without a single hint judgement. Thank you for this thread.